Suppp? A-Levels finals are 2 days away.

Hey, hello, hiiii! It's been awhile that I didn't update this thingy. Nah, I don't like blogging that much. It's not like I have the time or stuffs to be updated. Huh. It's been a rocky and bumpy year. I thought everything's will be smoother than last year, but it turned out to be the opposite. God damnit. Not much has been done for exams.   I give up so many times, relaxed too much and made a wrong decision to resit examinations. Due to some issues, I moved out twice within the one and a half year staying period. Shifted from a very comfortable place to a place so harsh and horrible. It's my fault anyway. Meet up with old friends, *I'm not using the word buddies* coz we are really not that close. But they made their way to find me and waited for me for bloody 5h++. I was so impressed yet I felt guilty for them. SO I treated them for some coffee. Got trials results, damn damn teruk! 62/100 for bio paper 4. Maths no need to say lah, I got the same marks for paper 1 and 3. Chemistry was a lucky escape for me, I did that ques before. But, I really couldn't imagine what the questions will be like in the real exam,.. So, I met with a doctor this morning. Took his medicines in which they surpressed my appetite as well. Now, my I couldn't feel my feet coz I took another pill just now. How I wish I don't exist in this world. It'd be a better place.

Lucky.

I'm still lucky that I have a private site where I can release all out. I seriously, seriously dislike those who like  taking the 'opportunity' on you. I'd rather complain less about people, coz first, I don't think it's worth it. Secondly, I might misunderstand them, so it's unfair to them. But, from my instinct and judging from their actions, I think my assumption hits the point. If you couldn't deal with me, then you should deal with your problems. I tried to be nice, BUT seriously, FUCK YOU! That's kinda exagerrating  but it always happens. I am not gonna compromise anymore. You want it, you get it. Being a kind, nice person is such a disgrace to these kids. Especially to those that sees it as your weak point .